Life in present

After the most awesome summer, reading the news feed on fb and what I see? Everybody “miss you so much”, “i won’t forget”. Seriously guys, stfu. WE need to make memories, make them stronger, meet your beloved people. Plan a meeting and move forward…

Easter, of course should visit my parents and relatives, but the schedule is so tight that can not do it for a long. Packing for me was always a challenge as I got used to the fact that I have and need to have all necessary stuff for self comfort. Realized that I can easily pack for a two-three days trip. Probably, useful skill :D Remind me the whole summer weekends travelling. 

And the other thing, have you ever been thinking that only rush could be your moving force? 

I was always blaming people for not getting up in proper time. How it could be possible not to find attractive the possibility of fresh crunchy croissants in the cafeteria meeting morning sun, talking to your fave people? maybe sleepy watching of bbc1.

BUT lately I became a horrible person! My job is not allowing me to do any of that. I have implicated day and night. Came back from work at 8 a.m., going to the sweet bed, get up at 4 p.m and going back to work at 6 p.m. I can’t see my people, can’t enjoying baking, even going shopping is hard. But some of this is not value that much as ability to study and doing researches. 

I do teach everybody organising their time and motivate their selves. There is one important thing to start do something: leave the comfort zone. Noticed, that I can not work on my own stuff elsewhere but at home. My legs should be on printer, sitting on the wooden chair, white light on the left with the green reflection from the shelf, motivation board on the wall, big Hoogarden mug with barberry tea and pink cheeky t-shirt on me, smaller on 2 sizes. NO other WAY I can concentrate! Only one way exists, not to sleep ( i will sleep when be on retirement, haha), but it is impossible since workouts.

One more thing. I am a happy one. I do have people who believe in me. They tell me they know I will do everything in time. Hope so. Anyway, it is a must. 

Love you all, seriously. Do not pay attention to me stress and furiousness. 

And a song. The girl